Bandit

Bandit is getting sicker. His spirit that always keeps him alive until today despite all the sicknesses he has - is very low now. He hardly can't move anymore. His legs are too weak to support his body and he spends all the times in his bed. I has to drip water to his mouth as he cannot bend down to drink nor eat anymore. The only thing he can do is mere lifting his head. He does not even wag his tail at all.

It is sad and we consider to put him to sleep. Big decision as it will be holiday tomorrow and the vet services will be closed as well hence we need to make the decision today or wait until after holiday - Tuesday. Zack can't bear to see him in misery anymore neither do I but I just need a little hope that he can survive like many times before. I want to wait for a hint of wellness but in the same time I do not even know whether I help him or make him suffer by waiting for too long to put him down while I can.

The guilt of keeping JD in her pains for so long is still become my burden and now, Bandit.... I just need him to tell me what I should do now.